Day One and Faced with the Ultimate Question

Day One and there are 22 people all eager to express themselves through an AQAL lens.  The days over the next 5 days have been well organised with just enough time to explore your project through self, through action and through support, both formal in the form of regular coaching sessions, and informal in group social contact.

For me I am still defining my project – which is slowly appearing – at the moment it is shaping up to be a battle of external skills which I have, I spent many years training in the skills I use, and the internal exploration of do I feel that I want to really embody an integral life and if I did so, what would I have to give up, let go of from my old life.

(I can see these blogs shaping up to be a form of on-line therapy where I open my heart to all).

At the moment I am listening to Sash! who is telling me that these are mysterious times and how are you going to live in mysterious time.

So let me offer you my dilemma and ask you what would you do.

You know that there is nothing behind or beyond, all is the same yet unique, you are at once one and the many, you are growing and yet grown.

And in all this you need to define who you are and how are you going to manifest in this realm.

“Do you run away and hide in past life patterns (which you know, on longer make sense) or do you make a decision to create a new life script, which you might have to do from scratch because at the moment there are not many people who can model Integral Action.”

Do you run away and hide in past life patterns (which you know, on longer make sense) or do you make a decision to create a new life script, which you might have to do from scratch because at the moment there are not many people who can model Integral Action.

What and how do you practice a new life, with a new outcome and a new view, which is overwhelming and at the same time just like being at home.

Now, I am sure you are asking yourself why the hell did he travel all the way to Boulder.

I did it because, over the last few years I have see the world from a different perspective and I can no longer go back down the mountain, the only way is up and the assent is going to be hard work.

But if I am here I might as well work hard.

G